Being pulled against the middle


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I just had some texting between my Pastor and I, and I’m afraid we are having a falling out. Our professor will be teaching class at our church Saturday morning starting this Saturday. Any way yesterday pastor said to pray about attending class at 0800 every Saturday and then of course I have choir  practice at 1000 till 1200. Know problem just don’t  know what God wants me to do. My pastor I my opinion want me to do as he want and not as God would want me to do. I feel torn because I love my pastor but at the same time if you say pray about something, give God his moment to answer your question. Granted we and a bible studying, teaching and preaching church but this is something I have to feel right about. I feel as if I’m being told what I will do and this does not feel right. I’m having other issue with the bossiness,  maybe it’s just me maybe not. However, I think my pastor is upset that I’m pushing back and not doing what he wants me to do and doing me as God would have me do. I just need time to hear God’s answer. There is one thing I can say at least I’m not out in the world doing crazy stuff. My love for Jesus Christ has not changed the only thing that has changed it being told what to do verses what I feel God is telling me to do. Hope this make sense, right now I’m waiting on God, you know he works in his own time not our time. Although I hate to rush him but class starts Saturday  morning.

Okay I feel better now. Still love my Pastor but after the last text he sent me I don’t think he feels the same.  Will pray about this too.

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